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Monday, 31 August 2009

Thursday, 23 April 2009

  • Virgin

    Why do girls have to be so catty and jealous?! I was watching Tyra show and it was about girls being pressured to have sex. What's wrong with being a virgin? I was just so stunned to see that the "friends" were just so blase about it. Kinda like just get it over with, as if it were a club you had to join when you're 15. If a girl wants to be a virgin let her! It's not her problem that you were dumb and lost it at 13. You should be encouraging her instead of claiming you're a friend and hurting her. Sex may not be a big deal to you, but to others it's something that is shared with a husband/wife or someone they truly love. I don't understand girls. What makes them become so cruel and mean sometimes? I am really happy to see that there are virgins that have courage to admit it. It's really hard nowadays with all this temptation and outcasting. But my hat goes off to you all! Do you and don't let anyone tell you otherwise

Monday, 01 December 2008

  • Gravity..wants to bring me down.

    Well, as many of you might know I may not be able to bear children. This is such a sad/touchy subject. It's been hard to know the possibilty of this at such a young age. I was only 17 when they told me that there was a big chance I wouldn't. I am very opptimistic about everything and thought that that would be the route to go. It was going well until I came to North Dakota. It's so sad to see everyone having babies and just being happy as a mother/father duo. I want that. I really do.  Well it's been about two and half years and nothing. It's scary. It's a harsh reality. Why? Why do I have to go through this? I am a good person. I always put everyone before me. I volunteer, I listen. I was a good daughter, not defiant. A good friend, not a liar or backstabber. It sucks to see all these people getting pregnant and having abortions or just abusing them. That really feels like alcohol on an open wound. What to do now? Well Josh and I talked about this and we have our deadlines unless the Air Force can help out with the in vitro services. Which i really doubt. It's really expensive. Anyway, 23 is the age. If no fertilization products work we're either going to have a surrogate or adopt. Most likely adopt. We're looking into an asian little girl. :]

    If we ever have a baby girl her name will be Azura Ai Rodriguez
                             Baby boy will be Atrayus Rodriguez

    That's it...That's all I can say. Do NOT feel sorry for me. I'm sympathetic enough. Everything happens for a reason. I'll accept this and be stronger.

    Thanks so much for reading. Much love to you!

Tuesday, 02 September 2008

  • Relationships

    How did it all begin?
    Best friend had his friends wallet and we happened to meet there

    Where did you meet?
    I messaged him on myspace and we saw each other at a football game

    When did you meet?
    Sep 3rd 2005

    Was it love at first sight?
    Yes.

    how old were you both?
    we were both 17

    When did you have your first kiss?
    Like in Feb, at the library

    Where was your first date?
    El Pato and the mall

    How long until you met the parents?
    Around feb

    When was it official?
    It never was "official"

    The good...

    Whats your happiest memory of him?
    I have too many

    Whats the sweetist thing he has ever done for you?
    Join the Air Force so we can start our family

    Does he buy you lots of gifts?
    Yeah, but I don't ask for them

    Whats your favorite thing to do together?
    anything with competition.lol

    The bad...
    What annoys you about him?
    sometimes he can be a bratty

    Do you trust him? yes. with all my heart...

    The ugly....

    Best facial feature? I love his lips!

    Favorite part of his body? I love his tummy

    Hair colour? Dark brown

    What does he smell of?
    Axe or when he comes back from work fuel


    Whats he wearing when you picture him in your head? 
    His uniform ♥

    Intimacy...
    How do you feel when he holds you? Safety beyond words

    How do you feel when you fall asleep and wake up in his arms?
    loved

    Does he kiss your neck?
    all the time

    Could you be without him? I have, and it wasn't great

    Do you think about him constantly when your apart? yes

    How long have you been together? in a few days 3 yrs and married for almost 2!

    Can you see a future together?  We are making our future

    Would you like to get married?<3 already happened

    Have children? I want 2 [boy and girl]

    Do you know there is definatly no-one better out there for you? mhm.
    He's my soul mate. When he hurts i hurt

    How do you know this?
    Baby it's fact

    Is he your best friend as well as your lover? The best friend I could ask for!

    On a lighter note...

    Whats the funniest thing you have ever done together?
    everything.
    theres never a dull moment

    Say something that only you two understand
    "pinky" "noodles"

    Do you have nick names for each other?
    Noodles, bunni, pumnkin

    Does he make you laugh?
    all the time..

    Is he tickelish?
    YES!

    His Favorites...

    Drink? Dr pepper

    Sport? Running and tennis

    Animal? Mocha

    Music? he loves his hard alt rock

    Your things....

    Place to hang out?
    the swings, our house, pool hall, mall, pretty much anywhere

    Lasts...

    Time you saw him?
    a few minutes ago

    Kissed him?
    Before he went to bed

    Spoke to him?
    "" ""
    When will you...

    See him again? in the morning

    Speak to him again? "" "".

    Tell him you love him again?
    as soon as i wake up
    Have you ever?

    Spent the night together? yes.. :)

    Met his parents?
    yess.

    Had naughty time?
    all the damn time

    Done anything spontaneous together?
    l
    mao, yes

    Is this love?
    oh, it is [true] love, pinky promise♥

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About Me

  • My name is Jennifer and I am about to turn the big 21 in May! I'm married to the greatest man in the whole world. He's serving in the USAF and we're currently in why not?, Minot, ND. I'm also an aspiring photograper with big goals. We have one very spoiled pup that is my baby! His name is Moch and if you ever meet him,he'll melt your heart.

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